dying ..melting ...away!!!!

breaking news.....my results are out on the 4th of june...that is in 4 dayz....OMG.....fine i wont pretend to be shocked and ol...because this waz expected but still i cant help myself from feeling SUPERRR nervous and impatient...!!!!!various random thoughts of running away and dying are clogging my ability to think in a rational way...!!!!i am contemplating fleeing to some deserted island before the 4th where i can live happily ever afer oblivious to my % and all the pressure its going to bring along with it....!!!!i ll live in peace and calm ..eat grass ..drink sea water....and roam in the wilderness...!!!!bt then again to find a place widout any human inhabitaion is close to impossible ...we have invaded every area that is in our approach...!!!!!...where can i hide or run....!!!!If i say here then by the time the clock stricks 11am on the 4th i wud have either suffered from a minor heart attack or would have atleast done something rash ...!!!!!my ability to think is olso diminishing with time...!!!so till next tym....if it comes...!!!hoping for the best ....

weeeeeee....*high* on partying

M bk ...had gone fr a self imposed break from my *cyber craziee zombie self*bt after suffering from 5 dayz of widrawal symptoms i have discovered that i am a VIRTUAL WORLD addict.The last 5 dayz have been pretty eventful for me ..more than i expected..i have a agenda everday i have to learn something new ..in the last 5 dayz i have learnt 10 new things about myself and the world around me ...wich is a lottt!!!!Partying all nite at some random empty flat with all the people who mean something to me...playing dumb charades *making up cheap home productions*....laughing our asses off at each others drunk stupidity ....getting up and cleaning the house and washing vessels...and cribbing that tha nite has passes so fast...*blink and miss*....i guess these experiences are what have made my life worth living...!!!!a special mention to *my rocksta dj /the life of our party*..we are gona miss u lyk crazieee when ur gone....cnt imagine partyin widout our fav nos and your infectious energy......*my item girl*.....ur more than just my friend ..you are my soulsister for life......*my dainty doll*....ull sit and watch us dance and olways tell us how amazing we are... an shake a leg when we pull u .....hehe...*my sdipa supporter*...we show ol our moves and floor people on the drop of a hat...hehe..!!!!neways just want to thank ol of you for making my life ROCK ....!!!!till next tym...keep up the high spirits....:P:P

GOSHH!!!!!its gona be a rollar coaster ride for me this weekend....!!!!!with the various things happening in my life....oh ya coming back to rollar coasters .....!!!!!i have NEVER ever sat on a roller coaster....!!!!because i dont see the fun in puking all over urself and screaming in your partners ears almost causing him to be partially deaf and becoming partially dumb urself (that ca be a boon to many peopl around u )...haha....ok fine for all those people who think i am scared...YES ...i am super duper *sweaty hands * mindbogglingly scared of these rides....and all the places where they are found ...essel world....!!!!My friends think i am missing out all the fun in life and trust me they are not only talking bout (roller coasters but also other kindda things which can atleast give me they same *high*)...heheheh.......i guess the only tym i will sit on a *cyclone * or whateva it is called the merry go round ....is if i really detest a date and wana get rid of him ...!!!!!!apart from that to all u people heres a warning ..*never take me on a ride cauz it will be your worst experience*...hehe..!!!!!till next tym......live life to the extreme...!!!

rain rain go away .....come again some other day NOT...!!!

Today while walking (jogging) home in the *first rains* olmost trying to kill my senses because that what i do when i am angry or just plain frustrated with someone or the situation i have put myself into. So while i waz on this kill myself softly mission ...ol i could see around me were random people and couples going ga ga about the first rains. and i thought *WHATS THE BIG DEAL*...fine great the heat and sweat we have ol been cribbing about *forever*..will end and be replaced by sticky mud and *unwelcome * showers at any time of the day that will inevitably disrupt your daily schedule and make it perpetually seem that u have just had a bath ......and WTF is supposed to be romantic in that....ya sure the guys can see everything even without x ray vision ....and the girls can well pretend to be like some bollywood heroine in their wet salwar kameezes showing off their curves and drying their hair in the guys face.......but apart from these *not so facinating advantages* i really wonder why do people think that the rains are soooo romantic .....most of my friends have this bizarre fantasy of having their first kiss with their new bf *of the season * on the beach in the rains....and ol i cn think off is *gross*getting totally drenched and transparent ....plus kissing on the beach wid plastic , garbage and DOGS (the most populated community in mumbai )everwhere does not seem so appealing to me..!!!!so well as for me the first rains have just made me more depressed and made my daily luggage heavier (umberella ella ella BLA).....!!!neways till the next tym......phph ....(dnt ask me what that means it is *adult content* hehe...)..!!!!!!

breaking spreeeess!!!

rite now my head is buzzing with random thoughts .....from the past and from what i hope my future to be like.......(my future = 2 weeks maximum...).......rite nw there is this big deal about dating that is in the air.....all the couples around me who have been committed for ages now....have suddenly broken up....the girls are busy crying and increasing the memory of sad songs on their comps ....and the guys ...hmmm well they are busy proclaiming to the whole world that *they r FREEE ....*....hehe.......this proves my theory that a committed man if left alone on a island with a random girl is more likely to repoduce .....than a committed girl who is left with a random guy....cauz males are born with the *chuck the face* philosophy instilled in their hormones...!!!!Between ol these heartbreaks ....another phenomenon has arised ...its called the search for the rebound guy...hehe....ol these BROKEN to pieces chicks r nt so nice after ol ....they want to get back at the male species ....as in divert ol their dumped angry frustrated *hw cud he leave me * energies on another innocent soul of their tribe....haha...so here begins the hunt for the rite Champu...hehe....olthough i am just a spectator i have olso been dragged into this (thanx to my 3 years jinx)....my friends r olso serching the RITE guy for me ....so that i atleast wont have to suffer my friends explicit demonstations of wild PDA . ....wid me around ...just tryin to hide myself behind a book ....or displayin my acting skills (to sleep) .... to avoid embarassment...so as the serch is on.....ol i cn say is* TO each his own.*....!!!!till the next tym.....love urself ...!!!!and as suggested by a friend...(when /if u dream of me ...dream gud)...lol

he loves me .......he loves me NOT!!!

I have always wondered why do people (essp girls ) go sooo craziee behind one guy that they make their entire life dedicated to noting the details of this *mr prince charming*.....and the time he wakes up ...the time he sleeps .....what he eats...where he eats...whos cooks food for him.......where he goes.....what colour shirt he wears ....bla bla bla....the list is never ending...bt these chicks religiously keep track of their males and their lukkhagiri routine....!!!!!then there comes a phrase where the girls finally give up and move on from this mundane crap since they realise that their OH SO PERFECT MAN .....is not so perfect after all....bt never the less they have become so accustomed to (or i guess addicted) to their bfs lives and in that process .......dont really have a life of their own .....that they are now compelled to do stuff that gives an entire new meaing to the word joblessness...!!!!they suddenly revert to their 5 year old selves and behave like they have just learnt counting....onli this time the ususal 1 2 3 4 ....is substituted by a continuous chanting of *he loves me ......he loves me NOT*....!!!!they will count anything in their vicinity....a friend of mine recently told me how she had sat up the whole night counting grains ....and eventually wound up crying since supposedly her *committed* bf ....loves her NOT....lol....soooo....this got me thinking....what if tis whole loves me song acctually worked...what if these petals and grains and stars could really tell us if the BLOOD SUCKER was really committed ....what would we do........!!!!break up....if he doesnt love u ....or propose marriage if he does...!!!!oops i totally forgt the whole (GIRLS SHUD NOT PROPOSE RULE INSTILLED IN US)......haha....soooo to ol the girls out there who r wasting their lives over some random object from the males species.......GET UP......and take a look at UR life...and all that ur loosing out on becauze of your obsession ...as i say.....UR life should be first about U ......!!!!!
neways....till next tym.......:P..

the beginning !!!!!

hiya...lets start my first entry into the WORLD of blogging on a ultra positive note...(as people say )..think positively and you will achieve ol that you desire an *crap* like tht.......(you will notice that the positivity will slowly fade as i divulge into the depths of my thoughts).....so yes back to positivity.....today the congress won the elections ..an manmohan singh is the happiest cauz now he can get bak to playing his favourite game *follow the leader*.......olthough i think rahul gandhi wud luk much more appealing giving those speeches and sitting *picture perfect* with the foreign PMs ...!!!!olso he wud compel millions of girls and ladies to take more interest in politics...hehe....
....apart from politics....angels and demons releases in theaters .....(for all those ppl who are super pissed of... at the producers and multiplex owners strike and are on the verge of dyin due to excess time and no outlet to waste this ........OH SO PRECIOUS TYM).......)this is a Bombshell of a reason to celebrate.........runnn to gt ur seats booked.........!!!!!!as for me.....m just waiting for 4am ....its my sunday *walk* date with my besties .....!!!!so thts a big enough a reason for my POSITIVE HIGH ......!!!!!!
:P......