dying ..melting ...away!!!!

breaking news.....my results are out on the 4th of june...that is in 4 dayz....OMG.....fine i wont pretend to be shocked and ol...because this waz expected but still i cant help myself from feeling SUPERRR nervous and impatient...!!!!!various random thoughts of running away and dying are clogging my ability to think in a rational way...!!!!i am contemplating fleeing to some deserted island before the 4th where i can live happily ever afer oblivious to my % and all the pressure its going to bring along with it....!!!!i ll live in peace and calm ..eat grass ..drink sea water....and roam in the wilderness...!!!!bt then again to find a place widout any human inhabitaion is close to impossible ...we have invaded every area that is in our approach...!!!!!...where can i hide or run....!!!!If i say here then by the time the clock stricks 11am on the 4th i wud have either suffered from a minor heart attack or would have atleast done something rash ...!!!!!my ability to think is olso diminishing with time...!!!so till next tym....if it comes...!!!hoping for the best ....