BACK from the dead!!!

i know i know.....i have been conspicious by my absence...Have been in hibernation mode ..bt well that dosnt mean tht i have not been PAINTING THE TOWN red ...black and pink...!!!!These 2 months have gone past me and have been the beginning to many stories that will unfold in the future ...!!!Some stories had a short shelf life while some i *hope* last a lil longer..!!!My baby brother met me after 9 years and i had an amazing time getting to know the fascinating human he has become...(olthough i would never admit that to him) ....He introduced me to a part of me that i never knew exsisted ...the *protective sister * in me..!!!!Having always been the baby eveywhere being pampered and spoilt by everyone i never thought i would ever have the *motherly instinct * in me!!!!He taught me that i could also be patient and even if u have not met one another fr ages at the end of the he is my BABY brother n i will always love him no matter what:)....Another important aspect of my whirlwind life is the Craziness and madness of BMM and the different species and situations i encounter every time the sun shines on me ...!!!!i have a complain to god ...plzzz give people in the media industry 48 hrs in the day !! 24 hrs seems like a blink and miss phenomenon !! another issue i have is wid the stupid streak that all girls possess....even someone like me ...its called tht FUKING ATTACHMENT STREAK !!! why the hell cant girls also *chuck the *face * and *fuk the basE*....why do we have the feelings and all that crap that chase us till we say *he was just not that into me*....time to move on!!!!!!As a 16 yr old i had these weird absurd concepts i had coined for myself....*mental committment * and *purity * and all that jazz...!!!!!Now as i edge towards Official adulthood and maturity * the real picture* is soo much more clear>.....!!!!!Lucily i olso MOVED on wid *life* be4 i actually turned 18...*the person in question is of least relevance * just the MOMENTS are what count >>>>(right)...!!!!heheheheeheh...:P.....I olso lived my dream of singing wid a band ...and made some awsomeee memories that will last me a lifetime....!!!!Work....life....love...dance....fights...tiffs...tears....giggles....and all that makes a persons life worth living are the key ingredients to my wholesome platter ....!!!at the moment i am in a mixed state of mind want to just go HOLIDAY ...!!!:P...tomorro last presentation for a semester ....a chap over and a new one begins...!!!!some elements just get carried ....!!!!!so">forward@!!!!*hopefully*>....!!!!!so anyway till the sun shines....!!!!CHEERS ..love and light :P