WAITING....!!!!!

Most of us have read books that end with a happily ever after ....bt have we ever thought what happens after that ...what happens after all the love dies out...cause i can assure u ...love is NOT ever lasting or immortal....!!!!!Just like every decade has a new CLASSIC ...or anthem ....and the old ones are left behind the human mind also has a habit of running towards greener pastures .!!!!! Some times i wonder how life changes over nite....some CHAMPU becomes a hero...and the reigning king falls to an all time low...!!!!One moment u thought life was better than perfect and the next minute everything is destroyed just in a flash of light...!!!!A few weeks ago my life changed .....and without a warning ...bt i guess change normally knocks ur door when u least expect it ...!!!anyway in My search for answers and reasons.....i came across an ability in me wich i didnt knw exsisted ....the ability to see the brighter side even in the darkest days .....after all the typical * bla bla ...why me ..and how could this happen to me * ....i started seeing all that has not happened to me and how i should be thankful for that ...!!!!How even though what i want is not with me ....i am still not alone ...!!!! I still have sooooo many other things which * planet earth * does not have ...!!!! But even being super optimistic does not necessarily keep the monsters of the DARK nites away....Humans have been given this fuk ol thing called feelings and sentiments...how i wsh we didnt have tht...cause that is what makes us pine and hope and try till we die for things that are not in our hands...!!!!!It makes us believe in happy endings and roses and butterflies ...and shuts down a remote posibility of rational thought...!!!!!It has the ability to make us feel handicapped and retarded ....like the remote control of or life is in someone elses hands and we cnt even fight to get it back...!!!!So at such a time all u can do is wait....!!!! Wait something we have been hearing since we were children..... Wait for the right time ... Wait for a new beginning... Wait for the timeee....when u will be set free... Set free of anxiety....torture ...sentiments ...emotions ...and all these other human traits when all we will be is a ray of bright light floating somewhere in the horizon..all these worldly wants and nessecities ...which make us weak.. according to me are of no use ...god knows why we were bestowed wich these additional burdens to complicate our lives beyond our reach....!!!!!! So as i wait like a human robot for my remote control to get repaired and modified .....and for my HAPPILY EVER AFTER (i never said i was not *typically mortal* ) Planet earth go and try to give up on mortality and try embracing the rational thought process..and pray for humans like me who are still not independent from FANTASY AND love...!!!!! LOVE AND LIGHT ....srishti...:):)< 3<3