result!!!!:P

my results are here...finally...im freed from the tension and the sucidal tendencies...!!!11am on the 4th of june waz the moment i felt WTFed for the first time in my life...i have never felt this ever ..*while on stage before a concert....or before a drama competition...where i have to perform before an audience of 1000 people ......or before anything where normal people *gt nervous and anxious*...this waz an alien emotion to me ...i am one of those people who laugh when people say tht they are nervous or scared ...having never experience it myself...!!!!!But on the 4th i waz a nervous wreck....running around my house ....going all beserk...shouting and jumping...!!!!finally the clock on my wall which is 10 mins fast( so tht i gt puntual by chance)....said it waz 11 10...i ran to my laptop and opened up the HSC -official site....the green link said tht the link waz finally avalible....by this time i waz shivering...and my cell waz already ringing wid *well wishers * wanting to knw my %....i typed in my seat no....and BOOM...my 6 sleepless nites...anxiety attacks and freaky thoughts came to an endd..i had secured 436 ......(as my math sucksss...and had been the reason for many torturous school years ) i needed the asisstance of the calculator to derive my %....for the second tym my heart waz in my throat wen the screen said ...72.67%....then i had to attend to a million phone calls from people i hardly knw or care about...my besties were most excited.....i waz really dissapointed wid myself ....but got over it eventually...!!!!then came another shocker one of my frndz had flunked ....thats wen i realised how stupid i was being by cribing and sulking about my %...!!!!!this went on for the rest of the day...i olso had to go to college and face 100 other random ppl who were super curious about my %...and what i wanted to do...and i noticed that most of them said tht they want to do BMM olso...wtffff....!!!!why does everyone want to do the course i want since the last 5 years...cauz thats what i am cut out for......JOURNALISM and FILM making are my passions since i knw the meaning of the word PASSION ....!!!!now all i cn do is hope and pray tht i gt into one of the 4 colleges im applying in.!!!!!!will write about my FORM tour in my next post....till then ..hoping for the best...!!:P...ciao...